It feels as each day that goes by it gets harder and more lonley. It feels good to talk to people outside these walls .I know I hurt people by being in here such as my daughter ,she lost her mom and I promised her I’d never leave […]
I would love to have new pen-pals to draw stuff for… all shapes, sizes, colors, n creeds accepted. i’m barbie and you can email me on jpay.com BARBARA THOMPSON DOC #WF0649
The following is a poem that I wrote after talking to someone that was clearly holding back on what was causing his pain and misery. I hope that you enjoy it, and if it impact you in some way; I would enjoy hearing about the impact it has […]
As I lay here, I can only help but think bout all the things I been thru since bein in here. The heart breaks, disappointments, discouragements, let downs, judgements, lack of contact with the outside world. I have some very good friends in my life, but I’m still […]
oh how i sit and ponder in deep marination, why is it so hard to find a sophisticated, philosophical, intelecutal woman who is willing to help the incarcerated reintegrate themselves back into society. the more i ponder the more i marinate in the deepness in my thoughts i […]
Loneliness has many synonyms–unhappy, miserable, afraid, isolated, or undesired are a few when equating their relationships to this human feeling. No matter what one calls it, however, it will always mean one word, “Lonely”. A deplorable, insensitive emotion that lives on hopelessness. Its abode is darkness, and like […]
I am alone and maybe I should accept that position. Because those who claim to be with me are only apparitions. Wraiths, spectres, flickering shadows in my vision. Whispering of love and friendship, but they’re the hollowest of provisions. Their very speaking of fealty is a feckless act […]
Lonely is a friend and a common companion. He’s here for me constantly, he always has my back. Where others get distracted, he’s loyal to a fault. He follows me around the Penitentiary no matter where I go. Even when the Cop’s cuff and throw me in the […]
I have had one hell of a week! I lost someone that made me smile everyday, made every day a great day! I am lost, trying to find my self! I need some help mentally, some motivation. Cameron Parry DOC #729-326
Most days waking up are just like the last, wake up make coffee, check jpay, hang out til’ count time, maybe catch a show or something……..same s*** different day you know, you see thats the easy part of it all. I’m programmed to endure this daily now, I […]
why are the people who love you not there for you mentally or financially, why is it the one’s who don’t even know you are here for you? I don’t need money I need a mental support a Friend, someone to build with and make a bond with. […]
Have you ever seen the sunshine from a lonely prison cell, or felt so lonely inside but had no one to tell. Everyone says they miss you and wishes you were there, though deep down inside, you feel that they just don’t care. You see the same ole […]
life in here is cruel people you love forget about you people that say there going to help dont do nothing everybody that meant something to you in life you seem to mean nothing to them when your here you miss your family your kids everything you had […]
NEVER HAVE I BEFORE WHANTED TO BE DEAD MORE THAN I DO NOW. I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES AND NEVER WAKE UP. I BELONG NOWHERE, NOT EVEN HERE IN PRISON. I JUST WISH I WAS NORMAL OR WHAT PEOPLE CONSIDER NORMAL. AND I JUST WANT TO BE […]
When I got locked up I was single. Not that I wanted to be, I just didn’t find Mrs right and trust me I was looking for her. I know I’m a good guy to have and I’m not too picky 🙂 I’m handsome and loyal, I’m not […]
thinking out loud wondering whom may be listening?alone and lonely. is anyone really out there?alone and lonely. being alone in a cell some times 23hours a day there’s only so many things you can do before you become bored!alone and lonely.you can get up and look out your […]
So it is just so amazing how here in prison we are surrounded and live so close to other people but yet still be so lonely. Its mind blowing at times. There is never really a moment where you are by yourself, or have time just to yourself. […]
Yesterday, I received the news that another one of my fellow inmates passed away Tuesday night. I don’t know his goverment name but he was known by everyone as “Brick”. Brick was a black male in his early 60s serving a 30 year sentence with a little more […]
with the spring time bringing forth new life a certain void remains within me occupied by emptiness . yet I’m hopeful that with the rise of the sun each day one day a beauty will inhabited my pastures creating in abundance a joy like I’ve never known able […]
life behind the walls is complicated, we (INMATE’S) go through so much as each day pass. we constantly have millions of thoughts that run through our mind. my biggest struggle is? am I still attractive, do woman still think of me how I think of them,, do woman […]
Yes I know her. Quite well actually. We’re on a first name basis. In fact, I sleep with her every night and walk side by side with her throughout my days. When I shower she is there also, but selfish because I wash myself with no help from […]
Well I know everybody defines “being lonely” about the same. I can tell you what it means to me. It means not having a reliable person to depend on. It also means that when a person feels so low that even when and if you become rich, you […]
why do everyone disappear when u get locked up but always had they hand out when u was around? I can’t even get a person to acknowledge me anymore like iam dead now because iam locked up. what happen to the love? Michael Price DOC #727207
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