I lay in this bunk at night with the sounds of the fan, snoring, and the ocassional dragging of the feet as the guard passes making his rounds. My thoughts are the clearest in these moments as they are allowed to run free. Everyone is asleep and the […]
I”m on the inside looking out watching my life pass by. sitting in a prison cell asking myself why: Why I’ve done the things I did to wind up in this place while you, my love, sit at home. with tears upon your face. I try to write […]
I don’t think I know what love is anymore… I know pain, and I know sorrow. Remorse, more so than anything, but not GENUINE love, from a significant other. I find that, when you’re in a place like this, people have no problem leaving you for dead or, […]
To ALL those I have affected by my crimes. Some of you I knew, some of you knew me or of me and there are those that were affected that I will never know. This letter of amends is long overdue and I hope tht you will accept […]
When I first came to prison, I was angry and upset with the judicial system. I felt like I didn’t have a fair trial. I felt I should have gotten less time. I felt like it was everybody else’s fault. It was easier just to blame them, because […]
It’s a hard thing to admit when I’m wrong to swallow my pride to grow up from my childish ways that keep me blind So here I am to apologize with my heart on my sleeve hoping to reach your understanding side and not the same reflection of […]
I Apologize Some things cannot be expressed, nor explained by mere words. Some of the things in life that has victimized people should’ve never taken place. These type of tragic events breed a certain kind of hurt that will scar your heart and wound the soul. How do […]
I have spent the majority of the last 25 years in and out of prison. Everytime I have had a parole hearing one of the questions was how do I feel about what I have done and are you remorseful. To this day I still cannot explain nor […]
To me, remorse means the realization of having committed such a wrong that you’ve moved past regret to the point where you now become a new person who could never repeat that same behavior. Remorse initiates a process of change in how you think, speak, act, & live […]
I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused. From birth to this very moment in time, I’m sorry. I’ve hurt family, friends, strangers, and more importantly my kids. I’ve hurt their mothers and I’m sorry. I dragged you into my unstable life and your life got worse, I’m […]
I stand before you guilty as said. Serving a 62 year sentence for multiple robbery’s and firearm possession. Why I chose this route stems solely from greed. Wanting things in life for free. That All Mighty Dollar [We] praise so heavily. In the beginning I thought to myself, […]
“I seen u on the prison TV station last night,” said a familiar voice from over my left shoulder. Knowing it was Bass, I turned my attention away from preparing the service line where most inmates wud get their dinner that night. “Oh yeah,” I said, “that’s cool, […]
i take full responsibility for my heinous crimes and apologize to the families of my victims and my surviving victim. there is no apology or words that will ever be enough. i can only assure you that i have worked intensely on insight to my actions and feel […]
Age 18 taken off the sreets, abusing drugs because of the things that happened to me. One pill, two pills, three pills out of this world only to come back no longer free. I take responsibility for what I’ve done, but does that mean it was meant? I […]
I don’t know if the family and friends of my victim would ever want to hear from me or contact me. I probably wouldn’t, if I were them. But if so, I would first say to them it’s all about them. This is not to make me feel […]
THE REASON FOR THE CRIME THAT I COMMITTED CAN NOT BE EXPLAINED AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE BUT I CAN TELL YOU THAT I WILL FOREVER FEEL REMORSE AND GUILT FOR THIS CRIME, AS WELL AS THE CRIMES AGAINST MY VERY OWN COMMUNITY. I WANT THE WORLD […]
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