A question floats through my mind. I would ask this question but its pointless given that I can get no responce. This question is powerful and in need of answering. So for now I postulate. There are ways to find the answer. Scientific in nature the results will vary. A gruelling process ensues and headaches occur. The outcome may not be what is expected but the journey will be worth it. There will be pain, disappointment, and even sickness but the possibility of enlightenment is much too powerful to give in or give up.
Yeah I’m a hopeless romantic that borders on the non existent. I thought for the longest time that I could be this romantically inclined for every relationship but some women don’t appreciate or want that sort of thing. IDK I think I have to remember that keeping up with the romance is vital. Its not that I get lazy I just have an idea that it needs to be spur of the moment. Too much planning can end in disaster.
I think the biggest fear is the woman I love won’t like it. Is it good enough? I just want to get it close. Anyways I have random thoughts occasionally and a lot of the times it has to do with making her smile. I want her to be happy. I hope that she is. I miss her and she hurt me pretty good but I’m still very happy for her. I will keep trying.
Seth K. Teig