Sometimes I feel like singing a song
Sometimes I feel like killing
Sometimes I don’t know what I am feeling.
Sometimes I just want to cry but the tears won’t come out.
Sometimes I cry until my tears obstruct my vision, and soak my prison sheets.
Sometimes I can’t think
Sometimes I can’t sleep
Sometimes I can’t believe I’m still alive.
Sometimes I feel happy, but most of the time I feel stressed, lost, Alone, and indecisive. Sometimes I feel like giving up, and all I feel is weakness.
Sometimes I feel like praying and reaching out to the Lord, but sometimes I don’t and I feel the affect of my empty prayer life.
I don’t know how many times I wished I had real love in my life from a loyal woman, a woman who truly loves me, a woman who really wants to connect with me; a woman who truly cares for me.
This is the woman I would die for. She would be mines forevermore.
I wish I experienced this type of genuine love just sometimes, even if it was just one time.
Most of the time I feel anger within me, but I wish it was just sometimes that I felt angry because I still haven’t fully learns to control myself.
Sometimes I have it all planned out, but other times I have so much doubt.
Sometimes I don’t understand why I do some of the things I do, and think the way I think. But I love my mind because sometimes its so creative.
Sometimes I wish we could all just walk through this world naked as Adam and Eve once did no matter where we want to go.
Sometimes I want to fly away
Sometimes I want to be in my quiet place
Sometimes I want everybody to jus go away.
So tell me, what is going through your mind? What do you think sometimes?
(P.S. Really, tell me what you think and feel sometimes.)
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