A love was that keeps lovers apart, is
destined to be an endless life
loneliness and separation.
A love that cannot be, because of one
persons fear, will never get beyond the
mind.
A love that is set aside for the living of
ones own life, cannot cheat an
unexpected death.
A love that whose foundation is
whole, existence real, a center empty,
can only dissipate within the
blackness of that center.
A love that can never get beyond one
persons Heart does not exist, or does
it?
BORN.
The tears I have shed can only dry
upon my face, while your touch is not
here to wipe them, nor your kiss to
accept the taste.
My Heart cries out each day and
night, as my Soul slowly dissipated
before know one’s eyes.
I sit within the darkness of my room,
and wonder if this is how it feels to
Die.
I have know one in my life, and
sometimes I cannot even feel me, my
Soul is trapped in this bodies shell,
would that it could have always been
free.
I realise now that you have never been
right beyond my touch, and I cannot
miss what I have never had, but I
have loved you much to much.
I don’t need to hear sad songs or, live
in this constant pain, I can only wish
not to be reborn and go through this
again.
Lennie Cain
DOC #634796
Categories: fear, Lennie Cain, poems