“I seen u on the prison TV station last night,” said a familiar voice from over my left shoulder. Knowing it was Bass, I turned my attention away from preparing the service line where most inmates wud get their dinner that night. “Oh yeah,” I said, “that’s cool, […]
Tell me why should I be healed when I’ve hurt so many others? Being oblivious to the impact your life and your decisions have on the lives and the decisions of others, makes it easy to form a pathway of destructive thinking which leads to destructive behavior. I […]
A love was that keeps lovers apart, is destined to be an endless life loneliness and separation. A love that cannot be, because of one persons fear, will never get beyond the mind. A love that is set aside for the living of ones own life, […]
Caught up in this wave, my arms are tired of paddling. It would be so easy to stop kicking and slip away. My head above the surface, my body full of pain. Crying out for someone, my heart feels the strain. The tide keeps pulling me under, I […]
One of the joys of tracking back through a life is discovering a gem of a moment that has passed and realizing how wonderful it truly was. Asking yourself ‘why did I forget about that?’. A few month’s ago I stumbled upon an amazing twenty four hours that […]
I don’t know if the family and friends of my victim would ever want to hear from me or contact me. I probably wouldn’t, if I were them. But if so, I would first say to them it’s all about them. This is not to make me feel […]
“””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””” Nobody really understood the connection that he felt for her saw was a black girl who had been lost to the game, ( the down and dirty street life ) but in her, bonolito saw so much more, and his heart and soul was dancing with hers […]
My mind was spinning, the roon was sinning, voices sounded like scrambled words in a distance. I lean over in my mothers lap, I cried, scramed, and ask God why.. I had never heard myself make such grueling noides in my lif was so deep very bad that […]
No matter where you are in life you can find people that are willing to go to some extreme measures to escape their pain, to escape reality. Prison is no exception. Instincts tell us to flee from pain instead of looking for its source. Rather than search introspectively […]
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