It’s no secret that most of us in prison (about 80% in fact) have been involved with and/or addicted to drugs and/or alcohol for many years, eventually leading us to where we are today. Many – if not virtually all – of us neglected our familial responsibilities, job […]
why is it after all this time do I still get that biting earge to get high.its not a daily thing, it comes from no where and hits me like a truck.I could be sitting here watching Ellen then the next thing I know I’m thinking and dope.then […]
I’m always suspicious when someone in here waxes nostaglic about the “good ole days.” I was in a tough prison in the nineties, a prison that conforms more to what many people on the outside think of as prison. And I suppose for some people, those days WERE […]
In my introduction I said I had done some bad things in my past. I feel its only right that I share some of my past history that lead me to come to prison. First and formost I want to tell you that I had wonderful parents, who […]
BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! ANDY GIVE ME THAT GUN! Thats what my kindergarten teacher Ms. King was yelling, when she caught me shooting at a crow that was siting on a telephone poll. (I was like dam I missed!) She was still yelling come her boy! I took off […]
“””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””‘ The thing about addicts that most people couldn’t see was their knack for reationalization. Alcoholics always proclamed that they could stop whenever they wanted to, well for some sure, and others day start at 6:am, that’s when the store’s open’s, and one of the first things that […]
How come when ever there is talk about prison reform it turns into talk about race ? Im here to tell you it is not a race thing it is a poor person thing ! I know just my personal story is i received 39 year sentence for […]
Another problem I have with guys in here using religion to supposedly better their lives is that they often focus on the wrong things. They debate trivial issues like whether masturbation is okay, as if that is going to make them a better person one way or another. […]
I’ve spent 24 of my 45 years of life in prison. Its tough for me to have to tell this story but i have hopes of helping someone else who may be out there struggling with depression or drug addiction. I was 13 when i started smoking weed. […]
“”””””””””””””””””””‘”””””””””””””””””””‘ Who’s team are you on ? How do you think your better then us together ? they like mixing us were good to them, OK PEOPLE NO MORE QUESTION – And their looking to get hight and ? ? ? something that will never take place, no […]
Though all the years that have pasted we still have an amazing love story ! 16years ago,I had an amazing woman in my life and we had great relationship. I loved her very much and she loved me ,but I was making some very bad choices at that […]
Oneproblem with getting one’s moral framework from a religion is that religions, not using the scientific method or being overly concerned with facts, take FOREVER to change. The Catholic Church was still issuing the blood libel against Jews (the idea that Jews used the blood of Christian babies […]
Last night on the news I heard a Repubican (Rand Paul) talking about how drug laws are unfair to minorities, and how they need to be reformed across the board, and that marijuana laws need to be changed as well. What a nice change, and what a testament […]
I committed the crime of first degree murder on September 27, 1988. I was 16. On October 1, 1990, I was sentenced to 900 months. 75 YEARS … I turned 18 in the Washington State Penitentiary. Was I grown? That’s a question that has been asked of me […]