In the United States today, there are a large number of children who have a parent incarcerated for at least a portion of their childhood. This is a major problem in society. Being a good parent & role model while incarcerated can be a challenge. You miss out […]
One day a small boy and his father were out in the field working the ground to have a good harvest. The father was teaching the boy how to work the land properly the way his father had thought him years ago. The boy was very eager to […]
my daughter is my life and joy,my laughter,peace of mind,and most beautifulest flower of choice.she means the world.she very smart,and kind at heart,shes quick to listen and slow to talk.when im sad in darkness or depressed, i look at her picture and my light comes back. i like […]
Most importantly shout out to my babies,Though your damn near grown I will forever identify you as my fruit/seed’s..Deshawn,Keshawn,Keshawna,Travis!!!I use to hear the term dead beat daddy a lot add to that, that my pops was the exact manifestation of the word according to my mother as well […]
I’ve been waiting for you all my life. Growing up praying for you every time my mom was pregnant, only to gain another sister. Don’t get it twisted, I love all my sister’s but I’ve always wanted a brother. It would have been so awesome to have had […]
This is inspired by my daughter Ni’Ayre Sha-lae Nelson. Yesterday I received a email that said my daughter was mad at me for allegedly not attempting to reach out and be a father to her, but let me tell you the pain that I endure waking up each […]
Dear LaNiyah, LaNycee & DaVon (Jr.), By now hopefully I’ve been able to talk to you guys. If not then only Allah knows best to why I haven’t. I’m sorry for the disconnection and miscommunication. As a dad I need to try harder and focus more on being […]
I had the chance to speak to my nephew on Wednesday he is 16 I don’t like to talk to them while I am locked up just cause that is not the type of time I am off when I am around them I want the good stuff […]
I am happy to still be able to speak to my mom because everyone isn’t able to do that. you only get one biological mom when you get married that’s a whole different story.I say all this cause my mom is getting older and she is not known […]
We all have the things that make our family special in mine the thing that I say makes our family crazy is nobody finished high school in my generation of Hoods we all have our HSE or our GED but my nephew is going to finish high school […]
DEAR: MY JALIEJHNAE ”NAE-NAE” MY DAVIDEONA “DAE-DAE” MY NEVAEH ” ANYBUTT” MY DAVID ”JR” Although I felt that I made all the wrong decisions for the right reasons… I still would have felt better, if I would have just stayed patient…. instead of being in a rush into […]
Just thinking about this topic has mad memories running through my head. Growing up my pops and I never had a close relationship, but over the years I’ve tried to move on from the past and develope as new relationship now that I am grown. My pops and […]
By: David White aka I-KING DAVID ”Missing Parts of My Universe” PEACE JALIEJHNAE ”NAE NAE’ DAVIDEONA “DAE DAE” NEVAEH ”ANYBUTT” DAVID “JR.” My Earth, My Earth, My Earth and My Sun….Although I feel that I made all the wrong decisions for the right reasons…I still would have felt […]
A Mother’s love is something that no one can explain, it is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain unknown to man, It is endless and unselfish and enduring comes with something that not for nothing can’t be destroyed nor a mother’s love be taken away, […]
I was born with out a father in a little town with no growth, I always felt out of place with no love, “against all odds” I was lost from the start with no tear only dry eyes from the sun and flames that lights the Sky’s all […]
Its been 5 years since I’ve had the opportunity to be with my babies besides a visit or family day. Its going on 2 years that I haven’t seen my oldest daughter and my son and over 2 years that I haven’t seen my second oldest daughter. They […]
(page 1of 2) After having confrontational words with my family; I realized that my definition of family has never been shared by those thought to be family. I started to reflect on my life relative to these people. I questioned, what makes individuals family? Is it blood ties, […]
There is someone special in my life, so special they deserve mention to the world. Alot of times people celebrate people after death, bring flowers and say sweet things they’ve never told them once in person. But this person is so special in my life I would literally […]
You’re the best part of my world & don’t know it… The brightest part of my candles, even when I blow it… This by far has been the worst of my experiences… Just don’t let the worst of what they say Ruin my appearances… I put my for […]
I’m going to change up from my usual ranting tonight, I suppose you could say I’m in my feelings and I’m ok with that! I’m a firm believer in working through one’s feelings, and not forcing them down and bottling them up, it took me years to learn […]
Ok so me and my five year old son had to have a conversation a few days ago about why mommy and daddy chose to use drugs, even if drugs we’re bad and would get mommy and daddy in trouble. I can honestly say it was one of […]
The number of the individuals who are incarcerated not only in the United States but also those around the world is an exceedingly great number. Man and women and children alike, physically looked behind walls and bars and gates. Individuals who are intentionally kept away from society for […]
tonight I lay in my bed damn near in tears. I’m a complete disappointment as a father and I hate myself for it.when I was young I always told myself that I wouldn’t abandon my child and be there every step of the way. up to this point […]
Many of us find ourselves in relationships with women who have kids from prior relationships. For most, the transition isn’t easy and for the kids, it’s even harder. As a man in this situation, I have found this transition to be rather easy. For me, it was easy […]
Woke up this morning with joy in my heart, I had a conversation with my daughter last night, she is in her teenage years so she has a mean streak in her at times, but yesterday was different, I even heard it in her voice when she answered […]
so tell me why you left, was mother not the best, was it the smoke in your chest. I know you had a habit, a father?should have had it, but you ran like a rabbit, so when I got old enough I was waiting for you…..stagnant. it’s okay,mother […]
I miss My Blue Eyed Angels. Their eyes, the color of exotic pools of water. Their hair the color of golden wheat ready for the harvest. Payton, Clairise and Hailey… One day you will wonder… You will have a need, a want to find out who your Daddy […]
“Just Venting” I’ve been incarcerated for a little over 11 years now.. as I continue to serve time I can honestly say I never accepted this place..I never fully stop being in society.. I maintained a steady connection to the outside world via telephone and emails..the thing is..I […]
What i fight 4 was mines to begin with at birth..Why’d anyone oppose my reach 4 ownership?When our ancestor cry, be willin 2 die 4 its worth! Therefore idefy any snap of the whip,nuthin has ever been given 2 the humble.But the harsher blowes after the turn of […]
I keep asking myself how can I be a positive influence in my sons life.how do I make sure that he knows that I love and care for him more than anything in this world even though I’m not there.I say. Noah you have to send him letters […]
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