By:Difference (Aka James Kelly)
Heaven my baby I love you, I want you, I miss you, I need you in my life.
At this point we are sperated do to my negative choices. This is not on you. My being gone has nothing to do with you, or anything you have done etc…Right now I am in prison and you are 11 years old. So this don’t mean a lot now, just words.
I have learned that I am one of the most ridgid people I know. I would be the first to say that “love is a verb, without action it’s merely a word”. So for my leaving you and being back here I HAVE NO EXCUSE!!! I let circumstances, my addiction and my own heartbreak dictate how I was going to live my life. So I was selfish, I realize this and know this.
But just know that it’s not because I didn’t love you, baby girl I didn’t even love myself. I am working on this.
One day…One day you will understand. Until then just live your life and be a little girl. I will be praying for you. Just know that something inside me died and I almost died physically, but you saved me. So I owe you my life!!!
I”l do my best to get my stuff together. I hope and pray I can so next time THE HATERS!!! can’t split us up. They just hate us because they don’t love like we do. That REAL-TRUE-LOVE!!
I love you baby girl. It’s hard to breathe without you. Love dad
I will always love you ad accept you. No matter what happens, time space etc…