how do you tell a woman who’s married that you love her. even though you have history with her its been a long time since y’all had a real emotional connection.life has taken y’all in two completely different directions.she’s married with two beautiful kids and building her life in a positive direction. me on the other hand I’m locked up serving 21yrs in prison.I want her to know that she’s special and that I admire the woman she is and becoming.I just want to let her know that she deserves to be treated like a queen.she deserves to be loved emotionally, spiritually, and physically. the reasons why I hold back and don’t express myself the way I won’t to is because I can’t be the man she needs me to be.when you truly care about someone you put their best interest ahead of your own.I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if she reciprocates the feelings I feel.it hurts my heart to say but she deserves a provider and someone who will rub her feet at the end of the night.she deserves to be told how beautiful she is each and everyday.she deserves to have each curve massaged and kissed and as bad as I want that to be me right now I’m not that man.besides there’s also a part of me who is terrified of the rejection. since I’ve been behind these walls no one has taken the time to get to know me. when I was free everybody used me for the money.now that I’m not useful to them most everyone act like I don’t exist. so that fear of not being wanted is always there.
its crazy because I know how special of a woman you are.I know exactly how to treat you and how to show you the affection you deserve.I also know how good you would be for me because your spirit is so pure and you always have been a blunt and honest person and I truly believe that you’ve ways had my best interest at heart. I love you more now than I ever did.your such a beautiful person and your strength in dealing with your situation is beyond a turn on.you will come out on top because that’s what winners do and even when your feeling like things are crumbling around you. you’ll be OK because your a strong. beautiful woman and you know it….remember when love is lost it will return in one form or another…
Noah Williams #a560672
Lebanon correctional institution
p.o. box 56
Lebanon, Ohio, 45036
You have life yet. That’s what matters 🙏