TO BE A GOOD GOD FEARING MAN.
A MAN THAT REALLY KNOWS THE LORD. A MAN THAT MY FAMILY CAN BE PROUD OF BUT EVEN MORE IMPORTANT , A MAN THAT I CAN BE PROUD OF .
TO HAVE THE LOVE OF A GOOD WOMAN.
THE LOVE OF A REAL AND GOOD WOMAN IS RARE AND PRECIOUS . IT HAS YOUR BACK AGAINST EVERY STORM . TO HAVE HER ON YOUR SIDE NO MATTER WHAT . MY WIFE .
TO BE A GOOD HUSBAND .
I WANT TO BE MORE THAN WHAT MY FATHER WAS TO MY MOM. I WANT TO RAISE A FAMILY . TO BE MARRIED AND NEVER TAKE MY WIFE FOR GRANTED.
TO BE A GOOD FATHER.
RAISE SOME GOOD KIDS . INSTILL IN THEM SOME GOOD VALUES AND STRONG MORALS . TAKE CARE OF ALL OF MY KIDS , EVEN IF THEY ARENT MINE BIOLOGICALLY.
IF I WERE TO CONTINUE WITH MY DESIRES I WOULD TAKE UP A COUPLE OF MORE PAGES , BUT WITH ALL THAT HAS BEEN SAID , AM I BEING UNREALISTIC ? AM I ASKING FOR TOO MUCH ?
I GUESSE THAT ALOT OF MY DESIRES COME FROM ME BEING LOCKED UP FOR SUCH A LONG TIME AT AN EARLY AGE, BECAUSE I REALLY HAVENT EXPERIENCED LIFE AS AN ADULT .
I DONT HAVE THE SAME EXPERIENCES AS MOST PEOPLE MY AGE , DO I WANT TO TRY TO LIVE THE THINGS THAT I MISSED OUT ON ? NO , I AM NOT INTRESTED IN DOING THAT . CHASING MY PAST IS A STUPID CHOICE .
I AM 43yrs. OLD AND BY ALL RIGHTS , I AM CONSIDERED A VIRGIN ! BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP FOR 26yrs. I DONT HAVE ALOT OF EXPERIENCE WITH WOMEN . IM NOT TECHNICALLY A VIRGIN BECAUSE I HAVE HAD SEX BUT IT WASNT WITH A GROWN ASS WOMAN !
IM SURE THAT ITS A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WHAT I WAS DOING AS A KID COMPARED TO WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE WITH A GROWN WOMAN .
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING A VIRGIN BUT MOST GUYS MY AGE ARE FATHERS AND HOME OWNERS . IS IT TOO MUCH FOR ME TO WANT THAT SAME THING FOR MYSELF ? I HOPE NOT .
I WANT A CHILD TO LOOK UP AT ME AND ASK ME FOR ANSWERS. I WANT TO BE THE ONE WHO CHASES THE BOOGIE MAN FROM UNDER THE BED . I WANT TO HEAR THE NAME OF DADDY CALLED AND KNOW THAT THIS LITTLE PERSON IS TALKING TO ME !
I BELIEVE THAT MY CONVERSATION IS GETTING WAY TO REAL AND THAT I SHOULD BACK UP FROM THIS TOPIC BEFORE MY WORDS START CRYING . HOWEVER , IF YOUR STILL INTERESTED IN KNOWING MORE ABOUT THIS SUBJECT , YOU KNOW HOW TO GET INTOUCH WITH ME.
UNTIL THE NEXT TIME . BE SAFE OUT THERE .
JAI’MAR SCOTT
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HEY WORLD , I AM LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO PRINT OFF ALL OF MY COMMENTS AND SEND THEM TO ME ON A REGULAR BASIS AND IF ANYONE HAS THE TIME , I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT .
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE C.E.O. OF STONECITY FOR TAKING THE TIME TO PRINT THEM OFF FOR ME THIS FAR WHEN SHE ALREADY HAS ALOT OF RESPONSIBILITIES . THANK YOU .
AS ALWAYS , BE SAFE OUT THERE .
UNTIL THE NEXT TIME.
JAI’MAR
