Strong black sisters, and sisters of other colors, I glorify your brave soul, I glorify as I remain froze, with your amazed pose, you Stand on that front line, and sing that same song, (I can’t breath) some say your dead wrong, but you won’t be caught dead […]
Today’s the day I say my prayers but nobody really cares. I say I’m sorry but it doesn’t work but I would love to see a big booty twerk. I wake up everyday starring at the same four walls wondering what life would be with a lot of […]
I ain’t ever broke a promise And I never will I said that I was And I’m still is A man of my every word its truly the only thing I own Dying will be the only thing to break my promise that’s only because I can no […]
We matter because We’re more than just a #, a file, label, or name; We’re each the sum total of all the experiences We’ve gained; No man’s an island, every one of Us are connected; So everything We say, think, & do is capable of making a difference; […]
By:Difference (Aka:James Kelly) A boy with no mother… Is like a ship with no rudder… always frolicking in the sea… from place to place, with nowhere to be… searching for the lit port… no home, no love, no guidance… just a bastard spinning… not sinking, but not winning… […]
It’s alright to cry, Let your tears pour down like rain, If nothing else eases your hurt I will shelter your pain, Let your emotions flow… I won’t wipe away any tears that fall from your beautiful face, I’ll hold you in my arms and comfort you with […]
The composer The author thanks to the Father None ought to Make attempts of my departure many ways I could many days I can Tragedies in major ways I withstand With hands I bare ways to edit Call the medic if I let it burst For what its […]
Can’t shake this thought of what if I don’t get out; a thought that keeps giving me thoughts of fear and doubt; maybe I let my hopes of being released get too high; what if prison is where I’m destined to lay my head and die; what if […]
Con me w/ trust by stealing my time w/ lies. Honor is not among thugs, as your heart throb in your eyes. Passion comes from your soul, as your emotions lives in disguise. Choices are always hard. When it changes your life. Why me? Ponder in your thoughts […]
Dear heavenly father , I just don’t understand how you could put on earth the most beautiful and the most precious gift like a woman for man” there are so many things in life that man could have received ” but there’s nothing that could ever compare to […]
Date. 6-12-13 Yesterday I was taken away from the world by a decision I made Today I’m the last person people think to save Many pass by but never stop to wave Memories keep my hope up in this man made cave Stone & steel cover me like […]
I believe that everyone has a story; I also believe every story should be shared. There are parts of (most of) our stories that we would rather not share; and there are parts we probably shouldn’t share. Still though, there is a great deal that we can and […]
How does one start? Compared to the heart None are equal One story no sequel no part two All in Parcial particles nor Single molecules Will suffice Its revolting engulfing If Strength is absent Transparency Arrives Pure beauty Arise Organic A clone wont survive The cyclone of this […]
i dont have much but i’d give you my all girl i’ll be your cushion for love if your heart makes you fall. if your feeling down, i’ll help lift you up and make you feel better. if you seek to find love.i’d wish you goodluck. although it […]
I wanna be cherish like a seed in the soil. Embrace like a star from the sun. Change me like time . Love me like I’m your son. Hold me with care . Pick me up like crumbs. Sample what I become. Know I’m a good one. Believe […]
I”m on the inside looking out watching my life pass by. sitting in a prison cell asking myself why: Why I’ve done the things I did to wind up in this place while you, my love, sit at home. with tears upon your face. I try to write […]
when’s the bus coming I’d ask… leaning onto the street to search the horizon could feel the wind against my skin as vehicles raced past I became overcome with excitement while grandma sat stoically wearing her signature garb which concealed her greying hair fanning herself with a paper […]
I wrote a poem I firgured I would share it: Dark days wait ahead Around everyone that takes meds Alone in my bed I wish I was home The guard listen to everything on the phone I lost some family while in jail I feel like I’m in […]
1) Working a regular job 2) taking care of household responsibilities 3) Responsibilities in general 4) Being in control of what and where I eat 5) Sitting and laughing with female friends 6) Genuine friends 7) The feel of carpet beneath my bare feet 8) Sending and receiving […]
BE HOME BY MIDNIGHT, ALL IN THE MEMO. FIVE GUYS AND SIX GIRLS PACKED IN A LIMO. KEPT WITH NO DRINKING OR SMOKING OR DRUGS. NO SEX, ONLY LAUGHING, WITH KISSES AND HUGS. FROM A BOY TO A YOUNG MAN, WANTING TO BE COOL. LIKE MANY OTHER KIDS […]
Date. 7-17-13 I have no one to help me up nor would they stand for me now that I’ve fallen Into the sun I stare having intimacy with my hope not noticing a tear has fallen The world doesn’t absorb my energy people doesn’t grasp my truth for […]
BABE, I’m staring in your brown eyes, trying to picture how u feel inside. You told me all your fantasy’s, I want to be close to u like, u want to be next to me. BABE, I know your flirtatious ways have u mixed up in a daze, […]
Hello, I wanted to take the time to share a couple poems with you. I hope that you enjoy them! A New Riddle Sometimes life seems so unfair; sometimes it seems no one cares; sometimes you lose all hope; sometimes you run out of rope; What do you […]
A Poem . Watch The Blacks Stand Up The Black Queens And The Black Kings , To You Hearing These Words What Does It Really Mean , Life Has Been Hard For Us But Still To This Day We Fight , Still To This Day We Stand Strong […]
The following is a poem that I wrote after talking to someone that was clearly holding back on what was causing his pain and misery. I hope that you enjoy it, and if it impact you in some way; I would enjoy hearing about the impact it has […]
They say reminiscent is not good if u dwell on bad memories, I don’t feel sorry for my self kuz I give u all my sympathy. Put my whole heart in your lap I Love you, that’s a fact. Dam well ant a mystery. They called us bonnie […]
I’ve seen… I’ve seen people smile in my view, but in the blind they’ll frown on you. I’ve seen shady people in disguise of friends, but in the streets that’s how it ends. Envy, jealousy, and sickening hate, I’ve seen phony people who perpetrate, They’ll shake your hand, […]
Date. 6-1-11 The sun appeared before my eyes it was nothing pleasant ill feelings rose & bubble within unwanted bricks & wire in my presence The sky is smooth & clear its started to takes its color All in me has come to be expose not a cloud […]
Been gone so long, way too long im homesick Wish i woulda learned young. Maybe id been home still Cell to cell, Prison to prison got me feelin like im homeless Hell to hell the way im livin has me forgettin what exactly home is IM Homesick… im […]
Can I Love? Should I love? Can I accept love? Can I preach love? Yes! to all above! Rudy Carrillo F-75851 Facility: D Bldg: 5 Cell 2480p P.O Box 5005 Delano, CA 93216
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