I now understand why people don’t understand one another.I met who I thought maybe the one,but she left at the end of this time,and unlike most guys in these places I only was true to her.I do mean only her,I loved her with all that I had.I know I wasn’t perfect,who is?but I supported her I showed her I loved her thru my art.I told my family that I wanted to marry her,4 years later she up and disappeared!No goodbye no reason!There was no fight no warning just gone.I am confused sad and just plan hurt, when the one you think you’ve found your partner and you share yourself that way,then to have it just vanish, I am heartbroken.I am thinking what did I do wrong, what should I have done different,should I try to contact her and get closure,or should I let our relationship just die where she left it?Does everyone get those types of questions running thru there head?I am going to take time and learn to be by myself and just to take care of me .Maybe in doing this I can become truly happy,but right now I am just hurting.I hope I haven’t depressed anyone and thank you for letting me vent have a blessed day.
CHAZ ISRAEL
DOC #412-511
