Well I’m right at 1 year left. 365 days. 52 weeks. 12 months. 4 seasons. One year until my release. When I think of this day I’m filled with a lot of different feelings. Anxiety being the boss. What’s next? I mean what’s my plan? I have a few options and I have great people in my corner but I’m scared I have to start completely over. I’ve done this whole song and dance before, when I was younger bouncing around and crashing wherever. Things are different now. I have to kill it. I have to hit a home run. I can’t just wing it. For me to make this all go away and to forget about it I’ve got to put myself in a position 10 times better than I’ve ever been in. Mentally I’ll be there I know it. I want to be in control of my life again. I want the confidence that I had . Its not going to be easy I know this. I did it before though so there should be no reason I can’t do it again only better. You get what you give. Positive brings positive.