Steve Anderson

I NEVER FOUND THE POT OF GOLD I WAS SEARCHING FOR IN THE STREETS]…. by Steve Anderson

I did get a boxcar full of knowledgeable it’s much
to be shared all in the new year coming…

To Proceed :
Sometimes life seem to endur endless battle’s with conflict’s that comes with sidebars, you cannot fight either effectively unless you can identify the “ituation” (i.e. situation: meaning problem’s caused by other peoples words or actions…)

Yes sometimes it’ll show clearly of the part you playd.~ I call that “self
inflicked reterdation” (I.e. stupidity: meaning something said or done without analyzing either…

As I stated above sometimes if not many it’s of your own doing,
and many will state I wasn’t using my head…

All “ituation’s” come with the power of weighing heavy upon a person heart, sometimes the “ituation” can be reproducible into an uncontrollable missery that will come and go, but can be cured with the
right neutralizers…

Many “ituations” that come into our lives have overwhelming power too stopping our foreseeable goals and accomplishments that one wishes to bring into reality , many times even the day to day activities of
life becomes to be a struggle getting nothing that was of a plan done.

The passage of time nearly always brings out the undiscovered truths about people, and their bad motives, but if the good is within it’ll
out shine a person small fault’s and mistakes made unintentionally…

I come in peace, I apologize, please except my apology

Many people use the word sorry…

I’m sorry, in using that word as to apologize unknowingly your doing damage to yourself esteem every time you say [I’M SORRY] I usually say I
don’t know that person and I accept your apology…

Please pass that small piece of knowledge on, when a person uses the wording of {I’m Sorry}…Thank you…

Speaking on peoples uncreativeness of their words and actions…

Many peoples actions and words do not make them special many times
we witness another side of a person, one that has never appeared before
us, we sometimes find ourselves wordless, dazed, stun, overwhelmed…

That sh*t a trip but one can’t ignor when a person choose to show
it’s worst fashion “ables” (i.e. able: meaning the words and actions of a person was unexpectedly anticipate…

The questions that appear are so imperative with rights to be answered…

Am I OK with this “ituation”?*?
Do I deserve to be talk to in this fashion? *?
Do I act like it never took place?*?
Do I feel like their apology was sincere?*?
What brought them into that moment? *?

I use to be a bad guy giving very little or no respect or understanding,
being mean to others feeding off of their fear, I look back and replay
my life as if it’s a movie, becoming a real witness to pure uglyness…

As of today I’m (NOT) that guy, left him behind many year ago,
thank God I do…

Some “ituations” of the pass you have stored them in a conner in your
mind, sure it’s done unconciously, their there silently holding you back from your full potentialities…

If you look back in time that “ituation” pops into your mind unannounced interfering with your thought’s and staying focused, to daydream is on a different level then a “ituation”…

You have to revisit that bad day that created this “ituations”, it’s
really unfair to others cause in many ways they won’t get a fair
shake cause of the luggage of the “ituation” you have stored in
your mind,…

Thinking other people will do you as the bad person did…

Sure pain is unfair, and should not be apart of loven or
having feelings…

To mustered up the needed power of self-esteem…

Letting go of a that passed experience is done in the fashion of
first seeking God’s forgiveness within self…

If wrong was on your words or actions… or you have to extend
forgiveness to the intruder that created the ituation you’ll win in the
long run, dropping that luggage…

As someone told me, who are you not to forgive?*? God has
commanded us to do so…

Animosity turns into hostility, and most dangerous is the unforeseeable of not knowing or understanding yourself…

It has the power to stop you from gaining many great achievements
or really being apart of a success story, that space in your mind makes unannounced demands…

To hate is the becoming of your words, thought’s, and feeling being
wasted as time goes by and your still standing in the same place,
with the luggage…

The lovely thing about time is it’ll always tell you a story that’s
revealed in truth…

Time changes circumstances, to the good and bad for others, it’s all
in how you choose to move on dry land..

Changes come within the goodness of your intentions from your heart and soul…

The new things to take place in the new coming year is to
also leave room for new growth within yourself to be shared with
close friends reunited family members…

Spending more time creating trophy memories, keeps you alive when others try to place “ituation’s” in your world….

…THE END…

Take Care People And Stay Safe And Warm,

STEVE ANDERSON
DOC #288318

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