What was aware or unbecoming, what is or not within; The shutters shimmers shavings shooken fall from lamb to limb. Into the past the darkness creeps while all of matter spoken; A quite whisper now a peep as voices lost, awoken. The face of death and of the […]
I want to say some things about this life we are in when we come to prison OK I have been down for 15years and when I say it has not been beautiful believe me it has not I no we all have did what we did to […]
What a daily struggle that is ….not just for people in prison but people everywhere, especially with all the violence in the world we live in.I can’t help but wonder what this world is coming to.with the latest mast shooting .school shooting ,Las Vegas shooting ,we are just […]
“Peace of mind is that mental condition in which you have accepted the worst.” -Lin Yutang “In truth to attain interior peace, one must be willing to pass through the contrary to peace.” – Swami Brahmananda “When we are unable to find tranquility within ourselves, it is useless […]
i take full responsibility for my heinous crimes and apologize to the families of my victims and my surviving victim. there is no apology or words that will ever be enough. i can only assure you that i have worked intensely on insight to my actions and feel […]
Dear Fear, How’s life treating you inside my head? You have been putting in a lot of extra hours lately and for that I respect you, wanting to work overtime and all. But it doesn’t mean you will be compensated for it. I want you to know that […]
Are you in favor,of child labor,slavery for babies – Ye’,Ne’…Maybe – Unsure of the question you’re being asked – What?!,it seems stupid,foolish, even crass – I know,I know your answer is obvious – The point to be made,is that you do not really understand politics – See,when you […]
I lived in a 3 bedroom 4 car garage home. My beautiful baby boy Robert and myself. Vern would go to Europe a lot on business and I was home alone a lot. Vern didn’t live with me but paid all my bills, bought me whatever I wanted, […]
Last week there was a one day workshop I attended that was very interesting. In my 11 years in prison I’ve never attended anything quite like this. Let me explain. “Arts In Prison” is a Kansas not for profit that sponsors all types of classes at the prisons […]
I at times wonder does the American people realize whats going inside the prison system and the Court rooms around the country? Do America thinks it isn’t any issues with the people who man prisons, if a Police offer lacks in common sence judgement who has been given […]
This country is founded on a declaration of protected rights written in the U.S. Constitution. What our forefathers never imagined is the pariah that’s infiltrated every orifice of political office in this country. Lobbyists have forever altered the political landscape. The only way to reestablish harmony with the […]
As of today you’re 12 and have never read a letter from the man who knew you best and loved you first. He knew the energy you possessed needed to be harnessed before any negative dope inducing labels could take hold. He knew that same energy was a […]
I’ve been known as a violent, loco, unholy Coast banga my whole entire life. All I ever represented in my life was violence. Everyday of my life, morning, noon, and night I was violent. My means of communication was always violence because it seemed to me that people […]
Age 18 taken off the sreets, abusing drugs because of the things that happened to me. One pill, two pills, three pills out of this world only to come back no longer free. I take responsibility for what I’ve done, but does that mean it was meant? I […]
(*) = Details are noted in my blogs Born and raised in Yakima, Washington, and also raised in its “blink and they’re gone” surrounding towns (Wapato and Union Gap), my six brothers and I were taught the meaning of old-fashioned values–respect your elders, treat people right, revere God, […]
Thank you. Thank all of you who have had an influence in my life and have made an effort to contribute to my cause. I love my family, and I understand some of their dilemmas, but there are even people in my family who have not help me […]
My prayers, my heart, and my soul, go out to all single mothers. Whether it just didn’t work out, lost the dad to addiction, or the judicial system. Whatever it may be. My Mom was a single mom. My kids are growing up with just a mom. Do […]
In life you are going to hit some ruff spots, and you will always need someone around, who will lift you up. Life is not always fair, or easy. Find you a friend that you can confied in. You will know if that person is right for you. […]
Past and Current Failures 8. Mr. Daniel Johnson. In July of 2011 Mr. Johnson (Danny), while at the Stafford Creek Corrections Center (Stafford Creek), took several pills, placed a plastic bag over his head, laid back in his bunk and went to sleep, never to wake up. Suicide? […]
You are born with a paticular makeup and tendencies that mark you as a piece of fate. It is who you are to the core. Some people never become who they are which is the main reason many do not lead a life that fits them. They instead, […]
By one god Moving forward I found myself reminiscing. old associates from the past, What a blast it was to remind the times so young and blind without any care in the world. the times we shared together are blurred now of memories that brought back feelings we’d […]
Gafhania Larson and her son, Maxwell were among the only refugees to survive the attack on Holland. There had been so much blood shed and violence, much of which spread quickly thoughout the most densly populated areas, trickling it’s way into the rural that not many of the […]
Living in low income houses, the so-called ghetto housing. Not being able to find a job because of my color of my skin or the clothes and hairstyle I wear. Why me? Choosing the Islam that fits me and not the one that fits the society around me. […]
Charlie Stephens is an English teacher at Tennyson High School in Hayward, California. He recently invited me to correspond with his class. I’d like to share with you my letter to his students: Dear Mr. Stephens’ Class: My name is Sean Swain and I’m writing to you from […]
Good morning,afternoon,or evening;thank you so much for your time – (Man’s most precious commodity).I hope that you are reading this in the best of health and highest of spirits.Again,thank you. In search of a solution,Solutions, but honestly;I would settle for answers.Real,CAUSE and EFFECT Answers. What are you expected […]
I had been urged by my mother to write a book , because she believed I had the skills to be successful at that particular endeavor. I didn’t see it at the time , but momma knows best right ? So , I gave it my best […]
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people For a slim figure, share your food with hungry For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through once a day For poise, move with knowledge that you’ll never walk alone […]
j-ru was running with the head bustin gang,but decided to switch gangs and converted to the pirus …og_keem was the ruthless leader of the head bustin gang and didn’t give his blessings for j-ru to switch sets,the only way out of any gang is by death!! so j-ru […]
I’m fairly happy, and I’m currently incarcerated. I would be really happy with some regular, consistent communication with “normal” people in society. Do to exercising, working out, reading, writing. I am able to maintain a decent balance. One day I’ll be free, I won’t be alone, I’ll be […]
I found myself walking down the street full of shopping stores ,when all of the sudden, all I could think about was getting some tank tops. But everything was closed except this chinese store. So I headed up to the store. This chinese store was located on a […]
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