Who decides what one life is worth, and why is there a sliding scale? We the people have spoken and we the people have put those in power to make the hard desidions so we do not have to but we are still all accountable for the decisions […]
I believe anything is possible, but not always that plausible without love, and true understanding. For instance I truly believe that humanity has the ability to end all war, starvation, poverty, and corruption on this planet but people are so entrenched in their way of life they fear […]
It is not always easy as a human being to think from outside ones self because it goes against most of our self preservation instincts deeply ingrained into our DNA. It is not an easy task to go in opposition to ones primary operating system by thinking out […]
Out of the billions of people on this planet can one person really make a difference and possibly change the world for the bennifit of all who inhabit it? There have been so many gifted and talented people that have passed through this existence to only be trampled […]
One day a small boy and his father were out in the field working the ground to have a good harvest. The father was teaching the boy how to work the land properly the way his father had thought him years ago. The boy was very eager to […]
Dr. Swan prescribe me to be on a heart healthy diet but the prison refused and four years later my stint was failing, and the 40% blockages had became almost 100% blocked. Dr. Martinis was the first cardiovascular surgeon to get me on her operating table the night […]
Who decides what one life is worth, and why is there a sliding scale. We the people have spoken, and we the people have put those in power to make the hard desidions so we do not have to, but we are still all accountable for the decisions […]
So what happened last week was that three guys decided that they were going to rape a guy that was in prison for rape, or some kind of sex crime. So these three guys, I can only guess believed that it was OK to rape a rapist. What […]
Self reflection, and abstract thought are tools I find myself using to understand the world all around us. I look into my heart using these tools of self reflection, and abstract thought to ask, is there a better understanding then pure love. There is nothing greater then pure […]
I once hated my life because I was not able to appreciate the love I was born to understand and express. All kids are born to understand love and are perfectly adept at accepting, and expressing this prefect love. Until broken people come in to a child’s life […]
How do we know right from wrong in our lives? The knowledge of all good things has been written on the golden tablet’s of all mankind’s heart’s. The power of love will heal all wounds. Understanding and wisdom are the peace makers. Goodness of humanity will over come […]
I feel like we are all in search of our own peace on earth, but how do we go about finding this peace we all long to posses. Well, it took me a long time to answer that question, and I would like to share with you this […]
I was at dinner tonight sitting with four guys talking about their prison jobs, and how when they tansfered here their pay was cut in half, and some were cut more than half. So I just sat there listening to these guys, and how they were getting screwed, […]
Do you know what it feels like to have the fog clear on a warm summers morning while climbing your way to the top of a mountain? If you do not then let me tell you that it is something you will never forget. The sun not yet […]
Insane: Mentally ill. Deranged disturbed. Immoderate wild: insane jealousy. Very foolish absurd: How do we stop the insanity in our world? There are so many level of this insanity that I speak of, from the most brutal, to the mundanely mindlessness of humanity willful blindness, or just an […]
How many times a day do we smile, or laugh? This is a question I find hard to answer, but I can say for sure that I do not do either one enough. I remember reading on this subject years ago, on how important it is to smile, […]
I believe anything is possible, but not always that plausible without love, and true understanding. For instance I truly believe that humanity has the ability to end all war, starvation, poverty, and corruption on this planet, but people are so entrenched in their way of living that they […]
Is it by coincidence that the prison system has become monitized, or is it just happen stance that the state of Washington projects prison CI jobs will exceed the current prison population in just a few years. I have been asked by my teenage daughter,” dad is prison […]
This book was very well written and engaging for the reader. I felt like I was standing right next to Steve watching this real life drama play out. It was hard for me to put this book down. I have been in prison for 13 years, and have […]
Everyone shares a sense of reality with their fellow man, yet none of us truly live in the true meaning of the word reality. We all try to live in an agreed upon reality, and because of this we will always fail to live in true reality. In […]
I am writing you in regards to a grevance I have with your attorney generals office, and the department of corrections. I have to go back to the beginning of this topic so you will have some context to my grievance, and why I was retaliated against by […]
June 07, 2019. I was cleaning my cell, sweeping, and mopping like I do everyday because prison is a very dirty place because so many people live in such a confined space. Upon returning the cleaning gear to the end of the living tier I noticed the usual […]
My life is, love, faith, fun, fear, pain, beauty, fearless, restless, contemptuous, slanderous, fake, true, tender, painless, perpetual, stark, furious, faceless, harmless, dangerous, damming, free, craving, caring, loving, yearning, longing, selfless, selfish, powerful, powerless, pondering, jesting, laughing, lying, cheating, triumphant, serious, frivolous, important, improper, immoral, tender, soft, hard, […]
Nothing in prison is free, I pay for everything I get in prison, I do not mind this at all because it is the American way, but things start to get a little dirty once you enter the confinement of DOC.When I was sentenced to 40 years in […]
I like to blog and share my mind with anyone who’s willing to listen and maybe even give some feedback. That’s why I’m very thankful for inmate blogger and all the hard work Suzie does to give us inmates a voice. The things I plan to write about […]
It was 10/31/18, Halloween night and I learned to understand my life, and live it in love, not anger. I just had an eye opening experience about six months ago while sitiing in the hole at Stafford Creek Correctional Center. I am going to share my understanding with […]
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