I would like to say Thank you for the kind words and words of encouragement to everyone that has commented on my entries. I can’t see your comments because I dont have access to the web. My daughter told me that there were comments so I got her […]
My youngest daughter wrote this for me. I thought I would share. She’s a beautiful 14 year old and shes smart and strong. We talk almost everyday. Im so proud of her! I love you princess Em!!!! I am a daughter of an amazing dad. I wonder what […]
A lots happened since my last post. First I’m a grandfather now to a beautiful teenie tiny 1 pound 11 inch baby girl! She’s adorable! My daughter was having complications and after they did all they could the doctor decided to do an emergency C-section. I’m happy to […]
You never know what the next person is going through. It may look like they have everything together. You may ask them if everything is ok and they tell you they are fine, but deep down they’re struggling with something that you will never understand. The loss of […]
Were there events in your life that you didn’t think you could survive???……and weren’t sure you wanted to. Things happened that were so painful, you’d rather die of them than go on living with the agony of surviving. I know what this is like on so many levels. […]
I miss the female! Their touch, smell, look, feel, every part of them. Her hair, her eyes, her lips, her jawline, her neck, her shoulders, her arms, her hands, her fingers, her painted fingernails, her breasts, her navel, the dimples in her lower back, her butt, her love, […]
Well I’m right at 1 year left. 365 days. 52 weeks. 12 months. 4 seasons. One year until my release. When I think of this day I’m filled with a lot of different feelings. Anxiety being the boss. What’s next? I mean what’s my plan? I have a […]
In my blog “Why” I said I would continue my search and share my findings. Well I found what I feel for me is the right path. Not necessarily the answer to the question “why” but a way to learn and grow from the events that lead to […]
Everyone has friends right? Some people more than others. Some friends are more loyal than others. Some friends need to be comforted more than others. Some friends are the comforters. Friends are there for you when you need them. True friends are hard to find and should be […]
Before I begin I would like to say I do not condone domestic violence and my heart goes out to the victims of the senseless act of domestic violence. With that being said I would like to share my story in hopes that I can find some peace […]
I’m working on letting it go and not worrying about what I’m going to do tomorrow and about what I’ve done in the past. The past really doesn’t matter as long as I learn from my mistakes. Tomorrow is tomorrow I’ll worry about tomorrow tomorrow! But If you […]
They say its easier to do time without a woman, but all I can think about is finding one that I can get to know and with time she may possibly become something more. I have love from my mother, love from my sister, love from my daughters, […]
My name is Matthew Shepherd I am 40 years young. I am a Virgo. I was on 5/8/16 and I’ll be free, if I’m good on 3/20/19. I’m single and although I’m shy I love to meet new people. I’m the father of two girls 22 and 14 […]
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