Hello World!!! It has been a long time since we spent any time together. I suppose you deserve an update on the state my life is now in. I am sure you haven’t lost any sleep. My sleepless nights come and go. I find myself on a journey […]
It takes a certain amount of acceptance to fight against conflictual reality. You have to take the blinders off to see behind the facade this side of heaven. It is convenient to ignore the things that destroy your peace of mind. If fake peace is what you now […]
Do you know black history Or the history of our enemy The devil uses the klan To demolish excellence Throughout time he castrated Our man God created Prejudicial.systems Forcing kings up under them Regal is my people Education is our steeple Strength is our blessing Generations.of bloodletting Considered […]
My love I long for you The way you look in the morning The smell of your breath The way you greet me when I open the door How you make love to all of my senses I long for your touch The noises you make when no […]
I have fallen in love with the idea of life. Not this prison existence but true living. True freedom. How is it possible to accomplish this where I am in the state of mind in which I find myself. The freedom to use my voice to speak out […]
(Note from Suzie: My laptop is not working properly at the moment, so I am temporarily posting blogs using screenshots on my cell phone. Thanks for your understanding.)
Messages is such a fitting word to start this dialog. We create them in our body language. We wait to hear them from a higher power. What messages are you giving off ? I am currently giving off a message of enough. Enough with the status quo, everyone […]
Dear World its me. The epitome of an angry black woman. Conscious of the turmoil coming. The turmoil that came. How things never change. If you can rearrange truth ? It would still remain true. It would still be plain as day. This is not the way. This […]
Its been a while since we bonded. I am sitting in confinement for being black. It is sickening to be going through this. There are so many injustices that happen in these industrial complexes. Does the outside world care about what happens to us or is It justifiable […]
Hello World!!! We will continue to live beyond the label. We are sisters, teachers, designers, friends, artists, models, activists, partners, executives, healers, singers, wives, inventors, engineers, mothers, stylists, directors, and creators. That is who we are. This time ticks away and eats away at who we used to […]
And I think to myself what a wonderful world At a time such as this It is a must that I speak The truth that exists In these times that we sleep Wasting lives playing game That keeps us deaf, dumb, and blind To the death and destruction […]
-People need loving the most when they deserve it the least. I sit conquering time My mind Defies his rhyme My eyes recognize The signs And where the lines Blur From where you are To where you were The curse The souls that stir Of painful memories Like […]
The only thing my father taught me was that you can exist denying what you are supposed to love. Normally girls like me search for a father figure and often search for the love not received from daddy from other men. I’ve never searched for that love. My […]
I was telling you all how this time breaks the spirits of so many women here. I knew these women when they were sane. When they were in their right minds. I watched them slip away so there is something wrong with it all. A woman was beat […]
The last time I spoke with you I said I would speak to you tomorrow. It is funny that we feel as If we can plan for tomorrow. It is definitely not promised to us. So much has transpired since that time it is unbelievable but I count […]
Through the picture I see reality. Through the word I understand it. As I sit conquering time My Mind Defies this rhyme My eyes recognize The signs An where the lines Blur From where you are To where you were The curse The souls that stir Of painful […]
I think we all can remember memories from our childhood good and bad it’s normal right but my earliest memory is of my Muslim father busting all of the windows out of our house and beating my mother as I watched and cried sitting on the living room […]
As I write his it is crazy how I do not remember getting anything for my birthday from age 12 through 25. I can’t say it’s because the people I was around didn’t want to celebrate it. It’s probably because who celebrates a life of pain? No one […]
This dude was crazy and was very violent and I soaked up all I could form him not like I had much of a choice because there was a price to pay if he ever had to repeat himself and with me he never did not once. His […]
Time has a funny way of leaving you behind. We sit and ponder the unfulfilled dreams that we have for our lives not realizing that it is not the destination that defines who we are but the journey that reflects our hearts. We may never make it to […]
I eventually turned into part of the scene and was known as lil sis to the GD’s in the hood. I had for months been holding these dudes pistols in my backpack. I always had my Eddie Bauer backpack on. It was a part of my drobe. Hair […]
I am sitting n this prison wondering about the future and my place within it. It is very difficult to cultivate relationships with people out there from here. It takes conscious effort for families and friends. It is a feat to stay relevant out there when you cannot […]
True strength is not in showing the world how strong you are but having the strength to win the battles the world knows nothing about. God slammed my spirit One on one So weeks go by oh I get it His only begotten son We take for granted […]
I figure to get you to even be interested In what I have to say I must first convince you that I am worth listening to. To do this I now open up to show you who I was, how I ended up here, and who I am […]
Hello World !!!!!!! My name is Caroline Peoples. I am 41 years old . I became incarcerated July 1, 2004 and was sentenced to 4 natural life sentences without parole. I am a beautiful African American woman born and raised on the south side of Chicago, Illinois. I […]
On this christmas day it is well for you all to remember that God is Love. Be kind to yourself today and know that 2019 will be a year of Overflow. It is so easy to dwell on what we don’t have and what offense was reaped upon […]
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