Hello again, I’ll get right into the matter. Dreams have always meant something to me. Some take them for granted tossing them aside as though they don’t matter. Like they’re nothing, if that were slightly true the nothing wouldn’t have intrigued mankind since the “beginning”. When the grandmother […]
And in my exile…I found pain. I felt its blaze and desired more. I’m morbidly blessed with agony, and everything that can crush you…I was suppose to die as well for my ways are no more…what is man? More at it, would be what has man become? Morose […]
I can barely breathe when I think of not being in prison, how I’ve just spent twelve years of my worthless existence in a dam cell…it sickens me.How long does a system have to be broken for you to give a shit?Then again even I don’t care most […]
A frozen ship moving slow with all its inhabitants dead and cold.The gravitational pull awakes one and he brakes off from the rest and still his craft is the size of Texas…I seen it all happpen from a stars point of view. Falling closer and closer getting red […]
The longest time of my life seems to move slower…I lose track of dreams,death,and this piece of shit called life.A prisoner of everything. In any realm I stare up and turn away,in any sphere I dissemate forming a pale ocean of color.How can one remain objective?I see the […]
Hello again so late last night and early this morning I wrote on the events of sleep.This time I would like to explain a more basic experience, I attended a self help group called PREP a workshop held by sister Mary and a couple of chaplains I can’t […]
Monolithic nebula craving disaster a new beginning a blood chapter a mask of doorways and jaws of stairs always spiraling in every direction,archtypes always pose for me in dreams and in my clinging shadows.Scale tone degrees run like time some like sirens some like dying leviathans,I can see […]
With further meditation on this dream, I know dreams are mostly perceptions though I’m given perceptions studying occult science …so I see the step mother taking pride in watching over the two infants and it’s those infants with their soft little heads touching not connected but yet becoming […]
I’ve been writing my dreams and my thoughts, the thoughts usually come to me while almost asleep I’ll quickly write them down before forgetting and the thoughts of conceptions I’m not satisfied with, or know they can be honed and can yield solid answers. This nocturnal honing of […]
A step mother takes care of another’s child, a couple infants are always on the floor crying waiting to be changed. The tops of their soft skulls touch.The pale one is silent and the brown one is crying in terror as if he’s aware of something…She takes pride […]
————————————————————————————————————————- I can’t even remember how I got here,everything is such a dam blur it didn’t matter I know that’s for sure none of it mattered!I take my life serious though I know I’m a joke…why would I ever want to influence you to be just like me?Why […]
_____________________________________________________________________ I’ve been aware of a difference in life when it comes to sleep in the areas of about to sleep and the area of about to wake.I usually meditate right now at midnight because it is my belief that when we sleep not only are we unconscious […]
Starving watching food decay,wasted fading sienna and pale yellow corpses of them sink brown in ….hungry spirits cave them in,knotted hair gets tangled with the wind…why must everything always be devoured?Why is there a dramatic formulation of materiality?A man without consciousness is as pitiful as a featherless fowl.A […]
Riddles of a Sphinx, faith in a word,my lack of faith sets the sun watching the widdershins of the gnomon, how I crave the past…the contents of the work is always left behind without exception engravings carve on hollow minds the pain of the thought a reality based […]
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