It is difficult to say I am an occvltist or I am a spiritual individual when I have such basic earthly desires. I read manuscripts of occvlt and they shun the primitive desires which to me are apart of the occvlt experience. I had to get life in […]
It’s hard to go along with some of the ideas on life, some truly believe only physics and are atheist. Cause and effect doesn’t explain much. We humans tend to take the magic out of things once we learn how to do it ourselves. Once we can explain […]
VOTE YES ON PROP 17 AND VOTE HELL NOPE ON PROP 20 Prop 17 Restores the right to vote to those who are no longer in prison. We’re talking about humans who live here too, if we have no right to vote while free then are we ever […]
When we go into what is good and what is evil it can turn into a personal opinionated topic, even though to get a solid resolve we must remain objective and understanding to differences. Many things have become “demonic” in fact the very word ‘demonic’ has in itself. […]
How many of us have sensed a strange energy while trying to sleep? That period of time when you’re still slightly awake though about to really sink into oblivion is when I know “they” are around. I’ve been able to sense them since I was a child and […]
——————————————————————————————————- It’s days like this where I wish I was dead, I hate you for not understanding what I’m going through. How you barely seem to care! I hate you for not understanding me! I hate you for thinking you do. I hate you for never seeing me! […]
You saw the Behemoth on the horizon as insignificant. Turning your back on the seemingly weak as though an unworthy adversary will be your doom! I was in the room with siblings I never met though they knew me, I had a body but this body wasn’t mine. […]
Hello I am wrongfully incarcerated and due to SB 1437 (aka pc1170.95) passing back in 2018. My 1437 hearing has been finally granted! Even the DA agreed with us, so the Appeals Court ordered the lower court to ‘reverse and remand’ my case. This was early April of […]
hello everyone:) I would like to offer my artist services, it’s been getting expensive in prison. I can paint portraits for a hundred a face, its really $5.00 per square inch I can double the size but the price doubles as well. I can do color or black […]
Life has infinite forms and ways to evolve into more, something beyond what is now. The ‘isness’ is our physical manifestation. We in all our tragic flaw and beauty have become a archetype of ‘simultaneously-everything’. We are the elementals to all elements, not only spirit, we comprise of […]
Thought-forms are formulated of the material composing our aura. A thought-form is a manifestation of mental activity on the astral plane. The way we create thought-forms is where ‘mental suggestion’ originates as well. When we manifest a strong desire usually we are emotionally charged with anguish or fear. […]
Archetype is a memory that remains after the originating individual or group is no more. The archetypal world is a residual sea of symbols shared by all mankind. assessed by dreams or altered states of consciousness. Most cultures draw images on which to find their religions. These symbols […]
Prison has shut down and has abandon all protocols. We were recently searched and they co’s never changed gloves cell per cell search. obviously spreading germs from cell to cell. We are not able to be socially distant, we live in cells with cellies, or in dorms stacked […]
The decomposing reverberation of fading luminescence dies chromatically descending … steps of the most bleak promise of everlasting life… as the herd understands it demonstrating content in daftness. The life we observe will fade away to another, this veil, Maya, this lie, this arbitrary existence will expire. The […]
a candle lit pathway in shear agony beckons this fallen seed. forge another sympathy and leave me alone don’t follow stay away people die down …this terrible terrible strange way the trees bare rotten spirits, hanging bodies are lowered down. The ground has its feast and cold embrace, […]
It was not ever in defiance, I can only say solemnly I am not of that vibration. I know it doesn’t matter and that there’s no escaping. There is not one piece of me that wasn’t lost and missing. I’m still shattered though gathering like the durations of […]
A knave has captured the swords of his adversaries, who depart in dejection. Storm clouds fill sky. The Querent may be either the conquered or conqueror, depending on the next card. Really no one is just one, we gain in loss and vice versa. Degradation, unfairness, slander, cruelty, […]
Return to silence The true essence of life exist within, if there is confusion or trouble in your life at this time, rember the clarity you seek will not be found in the external world. Like all phenomena of a soul or spiritual nature, silence quickly disappears as […]
Trust in the universe and accept all in your life as it unfolds. Live fully in each moment, become aware of this moment. you are loved more than you will ever know. ‘How does one except death? How do I feel love of any god if every one […]
Again a hand comes forth from a cloud, offering a cup from which five streams of living water fall into the lake below– a symbol of the subconscious mind. A dove of peace holds a cross and the dew of spirit descends from the cup onto the water […]
On his throne the king stares distantly, chalice and sceptor in hand surrounded by an active sea. He represents the balance and peace we seek. This force is skilled in law and trade, signs of its presence will normally be a masculine demeanor, kind in gesture, considerate and […]
Something Damien Echols said he did was to bring forth a traumatic memory and to give it healing energy. I did this and instantly felt the difference, the inspiration that this works and can be done not just towards me but to the others at the memory. I […]
Hello my name is Angelo Jacob Vasquez, I recently had my beautiful partner Natali Gonzalez post a ‘go fund me.’ Which was cancelled but did not stop all of you from donating and promoting our cause. Thank you, I thank you from the depths of me I thank […]
What has saved me is music, when I’d hear certain songs I’d instantly go to places of my small past. A child in a cell starring at the wall is so much more than what it seems. When a CO (correctional officer) walks by to do his count […]
In any crime if no weapon is recovered but there’s statements made by survivors, witnesses and the accused (usually codefendants) saying there was a gun used. This statement alone is enough for the court to use exemplary evidence. This exemplary evidence allows the court to use a weapon […]
Eight detached leaves drift indicating the Hebrew Yods. Meaning the ‘drops of light’ They’re the descent of the life-force from further evolved existences into the dense conditions (Ahrimanic) of the material existence. The wand is the symbol of will and power, continual renewal and of course has phallic […]
the affections in front of me… nonexistent presence… tears strike down your soul weakly trotting can’t you fall this way this way towards me. enough of this enough of love it’s presence is nonexistent nothing is as real as it should be slow lightning gives away cold flame. […]
When Mercury is in retrograde a few things to know and remember is that Mercury represents the planet in its most primordial form not just the dense orb we can easily observe. Mercury also represents the Greek god who corresponds to the Egyptian god Hermes. Concisting with the […]
Hello I know I haven’t said anything for a long time…college is over for a few weeks so I can chill now. I want discuss something that’s always been unfair and ignored. Human Rights, I seen the gay community in prison always struggle with being excepted in religious […]
______________________________________ Father may I speak to you again? ………………Speak. I’ve become ill, forgive me. Again? These plagues claw deep in the marrow, they drown reasons to aspire…my guardian this is the way to the astral pyre. They do not drown you, boy you swim to them and with […]
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