You have to go case by case to determine the beginning of the madness behind these walls. For some, there is no end. PnP didn’t help any. And how “they” are handling it here is not making things any better. Before you judge or I go any further, […]
Happy Father’s Day tot all the Fathers out there. And to all the mother’s and othter relatives who play fatherly roles as well. Ali Jabbaar DOC #623086
Best Birthday in a long time. I received gifts that i I know is going to keep on giving. My middle son in foster care wrote me on jpay and sent me a video on my aunts account. You just don’t know how long its been just to […]
If you like what you been seeing, be sure to check out what’s going on with my brother from another DWAYNE WALKER 620930. He’s a little more radical than I but we both have the same good intentions. Not sure if anyone called up here when there wasn’t […]
Lord Heal me completely and not discreetly Let it show in the eyes of others, so I can lead my brothers. My own ways have led me astray. I plead to make the devil leave. I need You to stay. Face down on my knees, to You, I […]
(sorry for cursing). My fight for being relevant is celibate. People give no fucks but then I’m blamed for being arrogant? Most choices in my life are being made because I’m sharing it(my life) But that’s not by choice like single mother co-parenting In the calm I ride […]
How do I tell grandma I cry over ever letter. It hurts that I’m not there to make things better. The thing that makes me cry, the same thing that keeps me together. Hail, rain and sunshine. She’s my weather. I miss her cooking. And telling me I’m […]
Emergency. Lebanon Corrections in Ohio. Please go to the website odrc.gov and get the telephone number for this place. get connected with the warden/captain/major office and let them know that there is no heat on the high side of F-Block. Its going to be 5 degrees this long […]
Ghandi said ” YOU have to be the change you want to see in the world”. Or something like that. 2019! New year but as I reflect on my goals, they arent much different from last year. The things I want to change, I have no control over. […]
Since there’s no more blood, its might right to not give a f***. Walk thru a park just to spit on ducks. Tough Luck. I hit rock bottom. I wasn’t before, but now I’m more of a problem? No more blood has helped me blossom. It took away […]
Who am I? Who was I? What does my future hold? Bleeding More for that story untold. Many lives at stake. I do and don’t anticipate how it will all unfold. A lot of it will be bold. And have me bleeding more. I’m out of one game […]
Clear tears have turned red. Poke a dotted my bed. And clothes. I’m cold and freezing. Effortlessly Bleeding. Movements of a sloth. If I could see the light I’d be a moth. I hear my kids voices, calling for me, But I cant help them. I’m far away […]
Still bleeding declares itself an emergency. Many are aware but don’t see it as urgency. Why? Because I no longer cry out that I’m Still Bleeding. We can debate about my wants but I’m Still needing. Or have my needs degraded to something less authentic. I’m Still Bleeding […]
Bleeding from an unseen vein. Elevator pains. Leaving puddles like rain. From thoughts throb like a migraine. I’m cut deep from a self inflicted strike. So now I’m bleeding, trying to save my own life… with a band aid. But the cuts too big to cover up. The […]
I dont feel less of a man by saying I am a fan of the female species.. MyTearning is greedy; lack oof their presence, i feel needy. Easy. Complicated creature with admirable features. Keeper of my eagerness to consume in sinful bliss. But you might have missed that […]
How am I suppose to remain the same me that people love when its those people that are changing or have changed.. Friends…. What I thought had a loyalty and love between us that was rooted from the past now has a questionable future. My right hand man […]
I am a man very in touch with his feelings. I remember the first time i fell in love; real love. I thought that heartbreak was the worst. lol I didnt think it was possible/ethical for a man to feel like that.lol. I learned a lot from the […]
The “system” needs a change. Part of the definition in system means a group of things working together … I do see a lot of things working together in the system but its not for the right cause. I understand a punishment for a crime committed. But if […]
My name is Ali Jabbaar #623086 P.O. Box 56 Lebanon, Ohio 45036 can be reached via jpay.com I’m a 33 year old black man. Hometown is Cleveland Ohio. I graduated high school in 03. Did some college but never graduated. I’ve been down since 2011 and release date […]
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