This day has seemed to be longer than yesterday but it is still 24 hours. Today has just been one of those days…boaring What sucks though is with this covid-19 mail is real slow. And I pass time writing letters, but no one is getting mail from me […]
Well I turned on the radio and I happened to hear a song I haven’t heard in a really long time. It was ” I want to know what love is, by Foreigner ” and for some reason it be in the mood to listen to love songs. […]
I’m really having a hard time seeing myself doing 20-30 years in prison. I know that things may change in laws that may allow my case back into court. But its really hard. I see other lifers and it don’t appear to eat at them, at least not […]
So, From where I was in a limited privilege block, not being able to use jpay and lots of other things as well. But because i was not able to ues jpay there was someone that got on my jpay back in may. I got her message. Seemed […]
* SECRETS * They say she has some secrets, They say even he has secrets, That’s OK cause I have my own secrets, That I’ll never share, I aware I’ll that them to my grave. I have a grave heard in my closet. Bones stacked on top of […]
So about 6 months ago I had got into a fight which put me in the limited privilege block. well I’m now back in population. It feels so weird being in population cause out of the 4 years I’ve been locked up I only have about 18 months […]
Even though I my not have many people to talk too, I do have my parents that I talk too. They are here for me in many ways. But the one way I wish for them to be….they won’t. I guess I can elaborate on what way I […]
SO I HAVE BEEN ON WEB SITES LIKE WRITE A PRISONER. COM TO FIND A FRIEND OR 2 TO TALK TO. I HAD INVESTED IN ABOUT 100 DOLLARS AND THAT KIND OF MONEY IS LIKE 500 DOLLARS OUT THERE IN THE FREE WORLD, AND I NEVER REALLY FOUND […]
So I have had some good things happen but I kinda fear to see what may come next with me cause time and time again only shows that when good thing is happening for me, there’s some sort of strife, struggle to come. But what I’m gonna do […]
SO I GUESS IMA KEEP IT SIMPLE, IM TIRED OF NOT EVER HAVING SOMEONE TO TALK TO. I HATE NOT HAVING SOMEONE TO KICK IT WITH ON THE PHONE AND JPAY . THIS SHIT IS SO BORING LIKE WTF!! SO IF ANYONE THAT IS READING THIS IF YOU […]
To speak on how or why I believe that the lord has me serving a Live sentence. Well, this is my 3rd time in prison. the first time I served 10 months in total.The second time only for 6 1/2yrs. Then 16 months later I’m serving a 15 […]
Being in prison is very easy for a person to become discouraged because your surrounded by so much hate and its like they say, “misery loves company.” Nobody wants to see you do good or at least better than them, so they do all they can to bring […]
So I don’t know why that love is so important to me ? Like I often wonder how I can still find love and have a relationship of some sorts. Is it too late for a person like myself ? I’m serving a 15 to Life sentence. It […]
Im not sure how things is in other prisons in other states. I’ve got about 10 years in the prison system I Ohio. Like right now I’m in my cell typing this jpay message on a jp5 player/tablet. But I will have to take this to a kiosk […]
~The rain keeps falling down, just like the tears that fall down from my face caused by all the pain I hold inside. So many sleepless nights full of empty dreams, I close my eyes, but I still see, I plug my ears, but I still hear. The […]
Im now back in regular population after 16 month of confindment it is great to move around adam hudson #737-672 po box 45699 lucasville, oh. 45699
I DONT KNOW WHY ANYBODY WONT BE MY FRIEND? I HAVE BEEN ON A PEN PAL WEB SITE CALLED ” WRITEAPRISONER.COM” AND I HAD TO PAY 40$ FOR THAT AND ITS BEEN ABOUT 3 MONTHS SINCE I HAVE HAD MY ACCOUNT SET UP AND I HAVE HAD NO […]
NEVER HAVE I BEFORE WHANTED TO BE DEAD MORE THAN I DO NOW. I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES AND NEVER WAKE UP. I BELONG NOWHERE, NOT EVEN HERE IN PRISON. I JUST WISH I WAS NORMAL OR WHAT PEOPLE CONSIDER NORMAL. AND I JUST WANT TO BE […]
SO BEFORE I GOT LOCKED UP I HAD RESCUED A DOG, SHE WAS 3 MONTHS OLD AND SHE HAS TURND OUT TO BE THE BEST DOG I HAVE EVER HAD, AND I HAVE HAD MANY DOGS IN MY TIME. SHE IS THE MOST LOYAL AND OBEDIENT WELL MINDED […]
SO IM HERE AGAIN BORD WRITING MY THOUGHTS. LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAN AND IT WAS KINDA ODD BECAUSE I DONT USUALLY DREAM OF THINGS OF WHAT I DID DREAM. BUT IM A BIG BELIVER IN THAT DREAMS PLAY SOME SORT OF FACTOR IN YOUR FUTURE AT […]
I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BLOGED, I WAS NOT ABLE TO DUE TO A SITUATION I WAS GOING THROUGH. BUT IM IN A BETTER SITUATION NOW. I STILL FIND IT DIFFACULT TO LIVE THIS LIFE HERE IN PRISON. AND IDK WHY? THIS IS MY […]
Shadderd dreams and broken truths lies and menipulation is all Ive ever knowen Apologies spoken, making admends, forging a bridge over the ripples in life Ive created. Now in a meddow of green pastures down on Bended knee i pray for forgiveness. A new life in christ now […]
All i have ever wanted was to be in love and i dont know why being in love has always been so important to me but it has. There has always been something i have loved about making the girl im with feel like she is the most […]
Im an expert fighter piolt, I take on the shape an enverted heart, Grave diggers ues me, And I will fit in the palm of your hand. WHAT AM I ? ADAM HUDSON #737.672 PO BOX 56 LEBANON,OH. 45036
Something i just realized. All my life ive been eaiting on god to show me what he wants with me. Well thats the problem, god aint gong to tell, or sho me while ime living a wild life style. he may pull me aside ( prison/jail) and what […]
Today I write because i wake up every day fighting this constant battle w/in myself. I live in prison and spending at least the nest 15yrs here. But im struggling with having to eat and sleep amoung mice and roaches. Just yesterday i was in the chow hall […]
When your in prison and serving a life sentance like myself, and you have nothing but family and witch soon they will pass on. Is it possible to really fo something good with yourself in life with the limited things avalable to you? Im looking for ways to […]
I travel down the only road that I know, shadderd dreams and broken truths. Walking around late at night aimlessly, afraid of what I might see during day lighl. I hear everyone, but I see no one, suddenly I feel lost an all alone. I’m on bended knee.looking […]
hi my name is Adam Hudson. im hoping to build a spiritual and mental relationship. Im a small town country boy and i enjoy hunting fishing and bon-fires. i love to cook and have fun times with my family. But i like to party as well which is […]
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