I truly wish that you could read my mind and my heart. That way you can see that I’m completely 100% honest with you.So That you can see that I only have your best interest at heart. Even when I have sucka attacks 🙂 So you can see that I don’t see you as this weak incapable woman. I see you as a strong, beautiful smart woman, who is not aware of certain types of lifestyles.And who I know needs my help on CERTAIN THINGS, but you will never admit it.I wish that you could see there is no scheming or lying when it comes to us. Prison doesn’t change my standards.if I wanted to just play games I would be on all these websites trying to look for someone to take care of me and to try and marry someone. But my integrity as a man wouldn’t allow me to lie and lead someone on. If I show an interest while in prison, you can believe I will show an interest outside of here. I don’t play prison games. I wish you could see how loyal I am when it comes to you.I wish that you can see how I feel when we argue, and you don’t understand that I just want you to be alright and that I’m not trying to control you. I wish you could see that my feelings aren’t fake.That I truly do care for you.I wish that you can really understand that I only have eyes for you.And when my lower extremities get to acting up,its only when I think of you 🙂 I wish that you could see how I just want to be able to understand you in every way possible. If you could read my mind you would see how I want to be the best friend that I can be and so much more. If you could read my mind you would see that when I tell you things about your other friends, that it’s not out of jealousy it’s because I want you to be aware.If you could read my mind you would see, all that I want is you. And that it is safe to open up to me.You would see how I feel when I feel like you don’t care. Or On the days I feel like this is all a big game to you.I wish that I could read your mind, just to see how you truly feel.Sometimes I really need to understand your thought process.But we can’t read each others minds. Time reveals everything, so in time you will see that all my words are true.Dedicated to all my loved ones and friends.

ARCHIE WILDER
DOC #414-917