Have you ever cared about someone so much that you think about them all day? Have you ever cared about someone so much that you sit and wonder what they are doing, and if they are okay?If they are happy, or sad. Caring about someone while your in prison can be bittersweet. Especially if it’s romantic feelings. Because after the visits and phone calls, you still can’t be with them.And it can be depressing at times. But when you do get to spend time with them, all that goes out the window.Your just so happy being in their presence nothing else is important. Have you ever cared about someone so much that you want to protect them FROM ANY HARM? NO MATTER HOW SMALL? Your on my mind when I go to sleep,when I wake up,when I’m playing basketball, when I’m working out, when I’m reading, when I’m playing chess,when I’m eating.You have occupied space in my heart and mind that no one else will ever be able to fill. And just knowing that you care about my feelings and me as a man means so much to me.And just knowing that you will always be around, is the most beautiful thing. Because a person like you is such a rare find, it was a blessed day when I met you..And I know your probably thinking, this guy is pouring it on thick.But I truly dont think that you really get just how special you are.When I tell you that your a sweetheart, I mean it.When I tell you that your beautiful inside and out, I mean it.I’ve bonded with women before, but nothing like we did. It’s special in it’s own way.I don’t want your whole heart, that would be unrealistic. Because I know their are places in your heart that are not for me to occupy.We have places in our heart’s for our kids, for our friends, for our mates,etc….Some of those places I can occupy, some I can’t.I Just ask whatever you allow me to occupy,let it be just mines.Just the type person you are, you have a big heart.So I know you made room for a lot of people. I don’t care if I sound selfish asking for my own space 🙂 I think it’s a reasonable request :-)There is a song by usher called U GOT IT BAD. The chorus expresses just how I feel. It goes:(u got it bad when your on the phone, hang up and you call right back.U got it bad if you miss a day without your friend and your whole life’s off track).I guess I got it bad. Another artist is Maxwell, he has song called fortunate,the chorus goes:I’M FORTUNATE TO HAVE YOU GIRL, I’M SO GLAD THAT YOUR IN MY WORLD. JUST AS SURE AS THE SKY IS BLUE, I BLESSED THE DAY THAT I FOUND YOU. He is basically saying,no matter what,he is happy being a part of her life.I’m trustworthy, honest and loyal. These are things that you will always get from me no matter what. Even if we aren’t seeing eye to eye.You will always have a friend in me who will put YOUR INTEREST ABOVE MY OWN. You will always have a friend in me who always keep what you tell me between us.Think of me as the pages of your diary, that no one will ever be able to read.I know some of your friends who can’t hold water, you’ll never have to worry about that with me.I know some of your friends don’t like our friendship, but I KNOW FOR A FACT,THEY COULD NEVER BE A FRIEND LIKE ME!Just like I recognize that your special in so many ways. I want you to recognize that Im special when it comes to loyalty,friendship,and looking after you. These words can apply to my children, to my friends, etc……But the person who it really applies to,Put the shoe on and see how comfortable it feels. I HAVE DEEP AFFECTION FOR YOU.

ARCHIE WILDER
DOC #414-917