MY BREAK THROUGH, by Michelle Oie

MY WOUNDS ARE MY INSECURITIES THAT STEMMED FROM BEING ABANDONED FROM SOME ONE CLOSE TO ME IN MY FAMILY WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD. THE FEAR OF NOT RECIEVING LOVE UNLESS I PERFORMED PERFECTLLY FROM SOME ONE ELSE IN THE HOUSE HOLD CLOSE TO ME AS WELL.

I FEEL MY ENTIRE LIFE, PHYSICALLY,SPIRITUALLY,AND MENTALLY HAS BEEN EFFECTED,INFECTED,IF YOU WILL,FROM MY WOUND OF UNLOVE.

I DON’T FEEL I’VE BEEN PERFECTED IN LOVE. I’VE NEVER RECIEVED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM ANYONE OUTSIDE OF GOD,WHO I HAVE TO BELIEVE HIM WHEN HE SAYS HE LOVES ME UNCONDITIONALLY,WHEN EVERYTHING IN THE NATURAL WANTS TO SAY IT DOESN’T EXSIST.

I SEE THE RABBIT HOLE.ONCE I DECIDED TO CHASE THE RABBIT THE FURTHER DOWN HE’LL TAKE ME AND THE MORE I’LL SEE AND FIND.ONCE I FINDTHESE THINGS I NOW HAVE THE ABILITY TO DO THREE THING WITH WHAT I FIND;
DWELL ON THEM WHILE I HOLD THEM AND JUST LOOK AT IT,IGNORE IT AND KEEP WALKING,OR GRAB IT AND DECIDE TO THROW IT OUT,BUT REMEMBERING THE EXPERIENCE OF IT TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS.

I DESIRE TO CHANGE. I PRAY GOD WILL HEAL THESE AREAS OF MY LIFE. I BELIEVE HE IS,BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO FACE WHATEVER YOUR GOLIATH IS.(YOUR GIANTS)!

YOU CAN’T OVER THROW AN EMPIRE UNLESS YOU HAVE ANOTHER MORE POWERFUL. PERFECT LOVE IS MORE POWERFUL. I NEED TO BE PERFECTED IN LOVE.THAT IS THE JEALING BALM.

SINCERELY,

MICHELLE
DOC #X07734

P.S. I HOPE THAT HELPS SOMEONE OUT THERE.GOD BLESS YOU ALL. =)

THANX SUZIE.GOD BLESS ALL YOU DO FOR US ALL. =)