EVERY DAY I GET CLOSIER AND CLOSIER TO MY OUT DATE I FEEL INSECURE UNSURE EVEN SCARED AT TIMES. I HAVE SO MUCH STRUCTURE IN MY LIFER RIGHT NOW LIKE A DOG ON A LEASH BUT WHEN THE TIME COMES TO UNLEASH THE DOG WILL HE KNOW HIS BOUNDRIES OR RUN WILD. ONLY TIME WILL EVER TELL I SPENT THE PAST 6 YEARS FINDING ME CUT LOOSE ALL MY BAD HABBITS ALL MY LOOSE ENDS NOW I FIGURE I NEED TO FOCUS ON FINDING A NEW BEGINING A NEW CHAPTER INNER CIRCLE OF FRIENDS OR EVEN ONE FRIEND TO LEAN ON I NEVER HAD TO ASK ANY ONE FOR ANYTHING IN ALL MY LIFE BUT I NEED HELP I CAN’T FAIL I REFUSE TO STRUGGLE LIFE IS TO SHORT TO NOT FIGURE OUT HOW TO LIVE A JOCOSE LIFE I FEEL LIKE I’M BEING JUDGED FOR MY Past actions and not getting a chance to EXPRESS MY TRUE SELF AS I IONLY RECENTLY FOUND THIS MAN I ‘VE BEEN VERY DEPRRESSED AND DOWN ON MYSELF FOR KNOW REASON… MAYBE I’M TRYING TO HARD I HURT INSIDE AND OFTEN FEEL CONFUSED AS TO WHY I CAN’T MAKE ANY FRIENDS ON THE OUTSIDE SIMPLY TO LEAN ON FOR GOOD POSITIVE ADVICE IN THIS WORLD THE STRONGEST WILL EVER BE COMES AT A SIMPLE COST TO SIMPLY LOVE AND BE COMPASSIONATE TOWARDS OTHERS IS THE REWARD OF A LIFE TIME

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