I’m currently at Allen Correctional Institution in Lima, Ohio which is a level 2 prison. I’m so happy that I finally got to this level because its one step closer to being free again. Life will be “normal” sooner than later. Compared to the places I’ve been its pretty peaceful here and I’ll be able to stay focused on positive things. I’ll also be able to really get in shape and stay physically fit with the gym and equipment they have. I actually need some prison secrets that will help me keep the weight and bulk up a little. They barely feed us in here but it would help to know how to NOT LOOSE wanted weight. I’m excited to say they have Toastmasters here as well because I’ve been apart of this international organization since 2014. I’m somewhat closer to my hometown Toledo, Ohio so hopefully I get to see my kids. I haven’t seen them since last year around this time. That’s pretty much where I’m at. Most of the time I’m just alone with my thoughts and yeah just thinking. I thought that this would be a way to really get what’s on my mind off my mind but it don’t. I just wish I had someone to talk to about everything and not just about one or two things. Life is more complicated and it calls for openness and communication. Not only that I’m 30 and now I just wish I was married by now or like seriously happy with somebody special. I guess time will tell and I just need to have patience with God’s plans. Its so much I have to say and want to say but sometimes it feel like its pointless and won’t get me anywhere. Like now besides expressing my feelings its not helping me get by or helping me emotionally or making me feel any better deep down inside. I just wish someone could relate and understand sometimes. Well that’s about it for now I guess. Its been a while since I posted so hopefully somebody’s reading. I may seem smooth on the surface but really I’m broken underneath. Its a lot of pressure and I’m just trying to stay true. Peace!!
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Mr. Da’Von Joshua Motley Sr. #707-119
A.C.I.
Allen Correctional Institution
P.O. Box 4501
Lima, OH 45801
You really express yourself well. You want so badly to communicate with someone and really have dialogue and i wish I could help with that….but I don’t know how. Keep writing, my friend.