Deshaun Wilson

by Deshaun Wilson

I want to Thank You for just reaching out to me, this is a dark cold evil world truly hell on earth. I’ve seen & went through so much it feels as this will never end , the reason why I call this hell on earth is because, you go through the same thing over & over again. Your being treated as the lowest thing that lives, now some do walk as that out in the free world. But for most are just lost & need help to see , young guys come & go through these walls with noting on their minds . They speak of nothing but believing into ilusion’s & being delusional , they speak of dope music as it’s the Bible. It’s been a long 21 years in prison , you watch your kids grow up through pictrue’s & visited. And watch parents & grandparents grow old or passes away , but yet your life seems to out last every one just to go through & to add more pain. You ask yourself ; is this really written in the of life for me? This is why I was born to be nothing in life to have no meaning? And I got to say, sitting still in the dark alone , & everything has been strip from you. And you being violated over & over , some turn to medication to wipe away all things that exist to them. And they even lose themselves, but for most of us we became conscious of life & most importantly ourselves. How’ GOD He will sit you down take away everything that will distract you from Him, & show you many things . My eyes was open my heart started to take in much understanding of what He is showing & telling me. I find myself reading the Bible & what’s crazy I was understanding what I was reading. My life change my mind change I see differently then I did before. But there’s one question ,why now isn’t it to late’ I got sentenced to 44 years & killed no one? So the answer is, no it’s never to late to change & repent as long as your still living. The world is growing more stronger & faster into technology & more are pulling away from GOD. They’re not loving the great things of GOD or how He created existed, they’re resisting everything of GOD & creating a new god technology. Well, thank you for alouding me to share a little something & GOD Bless you!!

Deshaun Wilson
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  1. 1 Samuel 12:16 “Now then, stand still and see this great thing the LORD is about to do before your eyes!”

    Be Still!

    Frequently frivolous things fill our vessels like “absence of thought”
    and “mindless distraction”.
    Pondering souls lost in spaces with daydreams, so seemingly are we then plagued by Inaction.

    Though as still standing statues appearing to most, though seen empty of value as fractured clay jars;
    we are FAR from indifferent, confused or lethargic! Our GOD WHO refills us is Bethlehem’s Star!

    So we pause to gain Wisdom, HIServants prostrate…found immovably steadfast and bearing HIS NAME!
    Therefore being found faithful by WAITING on HIM shall be our chosen “action” despite man’s disdain!

    As HIServant watching and waiting with you,


    Devotional: Exodus 14:13 “But Moses told the people, “Don’t be afraid. Just stand still and watch the LORD rescue you today…the Egyptians you see today will never be seen again!”

    The very LAST thing our flesh wants to “do” in a dire situation is to stand still. To do nothing. To wait on someone else to hopefully intervene.

    But since we feel burned from past pains when we did wait on others, we do not “stand still and wait on GOD”. It’s failing human nature which “stands out” like a sore thumb and cause of historical failure and stumbling.

    Even so, the only way HE teaches us through HIS WORD is…is to wait on HIM. To pray for guidance and wait for an answer. To deny the urge to intervene in HIS timing.

    You know this. Joseph had to wait 13 years to get out of prison yet GOD had a perfect plan for him. Abraham and Sarai were to wait for their promised heir and son but they took matters into their own hands.

    The greatest joys we can know come from deep, intercessory prayer for others and then for us…seeking HIS will together and waiting together.

    People cross our paths and in our haste, thinking we know best, bad business and marriages result because HIS choice, the best one for us, would come later.

    “But how do we know?” Great question and one that presses against the soul of countless Christians seeking HIS will.

    Perhaps the best answer is comparing our request to what we know is NOT HIS will. Fortunately HIS is able and just and saves us from our never-ending mistakes!

    But once we have isolated only the areas we don’t have clarity in, then we have focused prayer. Then we can lay out our fleece as Gideon and discern what is HIS movement and what is ours.

    Yes, Life moves rapidly and issues from so many different directions demand immediate answers!

    So I’ll conclude with a point made in the Crossroads Trilogy. Nehemiah 2:4 “Then the king said unto me, For what do you make request? So I prayed to the GOD of heaven.”

    Reading Chapters 1 & 2 provide the context that Nehemiah was a slave in captivity. He was the king’s cupbearer. A slave cannot appear sad before the king. A slave cannot ask him questions or do anything except serve and accept whatever they choose to do to them.

    But here the king asks him a question and Nehemiah WAITED. He WAITED to respond to the king and instead prayed to our LORD GOD ALMIGHTY!

    To shorten the story, Nehemiah’s prayers are answered and he is sent with great favor and provisions to rebuild the walls of Jerusalem!

    What favor not from man but GOD WHO turns the hearts of men whichever way HE desires! So! WAIT upon the Sovereign Majestic of all the Ages, oh my soul! Wait and Watch why the hand of GOD will do AND is doing!

    Amen and amen!


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