ADEEVA SAMPSON
Adeeva let me first say that I’m sorry…and I just feel like I owe you A hundred apologies for everythang I put you through. Without getting into details despite how I acted, I really did care about you. I swear, can’t No words express how bad I feel about hurting you. It’s been years since the last time we spoke but I still feel the weight of how bad I treated you. In retrospect I’m looking back sayin DAMN, with a breathing sigh Thinkin of every scenario how I coulda handled you in better way with care and love, and how I wish I was able to see how bad you was hurting and whatever I coulda did to stop that pain, I would’of. You was fragile. But you was strong, And I remember that, a sprit happy girl, but holy, wise. and you was so young??? I had kept finding myself fascinated wit chu, head over heels!!! I didn’t know what to Do or how to act. You kept it real all the way. It probably don’t mean nothing now, but for me it was koo being with you…do you remember that saying we use to love?
Happy moments, Praise God
Difficult moments, Seek God
Quiet moments, Worship God
Painful moments, Trust God
Every Moment, Tnank God
I just want you to know, all them moments finding God, I found myself and it started with you….Adeeva you will never fully understand how deeply my heart feels for you, how I wish I could turn back the hands of time, for just a few minutes to show you how much I cared, To communicate what I felt within and find the words 2 ease the pain… Coming from me this may seem hard, but 2 God I swear its the truth, We R friends for eternity and Forever I will always love you…
With All My Heart
and
“Spirit”
Alan Thrower #AI1509
CORCORAN STATE PRISON
CORCORAN, CA
Truly beautiful