At some point almost everyone ponders the question, “Is there really a God?”
For years I kept that thought to myself. Even when I was on fire for the Lord. I wondered in the back of my mind if He was real.
I prayed thousands of prayers asking for clarity. I was conflicted. I still am conflicted. Is God real?
One thing that I am NOT conflicted on is the fact that if you live by the laws of the Bible, you’ll live a righteous life.
Early on in my incarceration, I turned away from religion. However, I continued to pray to a God that I didn’t know for sure even existed. I want to believe in God. But for some reason, my mind questions Him.
So for 15+ years I lived without God. I attempted to rehabilitate myself and to live a righteous life without Him. I attempted to…
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