How many bridges have you burnt?
How many people have you burnt?
How did you feel when the tables was turned?
Do you ever get sick of the: problems, trouble, drama, stress & consequences?
How often do you find yourself INTENTIONALLY victimizing other people?
I know if you are anything like me, you can’t answer how many bridges you’ve burned, how many people you’ve burned & how many people you’ve victimized because:
THE NUMBERS ARE TOO HIGH!!!
How many hearts have you broken?
How many people have put their trust/faith in them & you let them down/disappointed them?
How many people have distanced themselves from you because they knew you was TROUBLE???
Even worse for me—I wanted to distance myself from who I was, because I knew that:
I WAS A PROBLEM!!!
My life had been nothing but REGRET after REGRET after REGRET!!!
The only time I had really accomplished anything was when I was behind bars…
I got plenty of penitentiary certificates, completed classes/courses & job experience.
But when I am at home, I AM A STRAIGHT UP MESS!!!
I now know I wasn’t able to function in society as a normal person, I had to get high, I had to get drunk, I had to hustle, I had to steal, I had to lie, I had to use people, & I had to manipulate people.
I realized I couldn’t be trusted, I never really thought twice or cared how my actions affected other people.
In prison, that’s the normal way things is, nobody gives a crap about nobody…but on the free world, that isn’t always true.
In the free world there is plenty of loving & caring people.
You can’t take the BAD HABITS, the ANTI SOCIAL & SOCIOPATHIC habits learned in prison & apply them to the real world…
And think it’s gonna help you get somewhere, it’s gonna backfire & leave you with no friends, angry family & BURNT BRIDGES.
When people open up their hearts & arms to us, they never imagine we will turn around & stab them in the heart.
Imagine the pain that causes, some people are never able to get over the pain, especially when someone is physically hurt or a life is taken.
Imagine a world where people are so self-centered, so blind to other people’s emotions, thoughts, feelings, cares & needs…
That people just walk all over each other, manipulate each other & spit in each other’s faces with pride, arrogance & an f*** you attitude!!!
DON’T BURN BRIDGES, the BRIDGES MIGHT TURN AROUND & BURN YOU!!!!
Thanks for your time!!!
Imagine living in a world where you are so blinded by EVIL, that reality can’t penetrate & it is foreign to you!!!
Imagine a world of shattered dreams, disappointments, broken hearts, & a string of victims in your wake…
Then imagine asking yourself: “What do I have to show for all of it?”
Imagine if your main goal everyday is seeing who you can: run over, lie to, con, manipulate, use, cheat, & get over on…
Imagine the time & effort it takes to do all of that!!!
Then imagine what if feels like to be treated like an object, imagine being the victim of your own EVIL acts & WRONGDOING!!!
You would be enraged if you were the victim wouldn’t you?
You would be out for blood wouldn’t you?
You would be hurt & in disbelief right?
Imagine your “friends” not wanting to do anything with you no more…
You call their phones, they don’t wanna answer…
You knock on their door/ring door bell, they don’t answer…
You see them in traffic in passing & they try to avoid you…
You realize nobody wants to trust you, when you say something, nobody wants to believe you, & NOBODY WANTS TO LET YOU INTO THEIR HEART AGAIN!!!
Imagine a world where you made amends with the people you hurt & wronged.
Imagine a world where sympathy, compassion, understanding & live ruled the day…
Imagine a world where a “friend” IS a FRIEND!!!
Imagine a world where people can feel safe around & trust each other.
Imagine a world where we right our wrongs & take responsibility for our actions towards others…
Imagine a world where:
BRIDGES DON’T GET BURNT!!!
Thanks for your time!!!
Categories: Jonathan Gordon